From a very young age, I grew up watching all kinds of football matches in a place where football wasn’t just a sport — it was a way of life. If you’ve ever heard about the football culture in Malappuram or Kerala in general, you’d be amazed. The passion there is electrifying.

I don’t think I’m a great football player. But my love for the game — and the passion I felt toward sports — drove me toward this path. Despite the region’s deep love for football and sport,very few girls pursued careers in this field — especially beyond playing.When it came time to decide what to do with my life,I knew I wanted to work in sports, focusing more on administration than coaching.That choice didn’t go down well with many people.There are — and still are — many barriers. Sport is often not seen as a valid career path, especially for girls.

When I first told people I wanted to build a career in football administration, the reaction was mixed. “Is this the right path for a girl?” “What future is there?” These were common questions. What kept me going was the unwavering support of my parents, brothers, and close friends.

Even after completing the first year of my degree in Physical Education, doubts remained. But thanks to that constant support, I stayed focused.

To be honest, I always felt more drawn to the administrative side of football. But coaching gave me my first real steps into the game. It helped me understand football from the grassroots and build genuine connections with players. One key moment was earning my D Licence from the All India Football Federation, which allowed me to coach children. During my degree, I volunteered at national and state-level football events and worked part-time coaching at KYDF Football Academy and other local clubs in Kondotty. I also had a lovely experience during my final-year internship at GMHSS, CU Campus. These experiences were vital — they gave me the confidence to keep going and laid the foundation for my future.

After graduating, I worked as a Physical Education teacher at JNV Malappuram — the same school where I completed my higher secondary education. With the support of some staff members, I helped create the first girls’ football team in a long time. That team finished first in regional meets and qualified for nationals at the Navodaya Meets — a huge milestone. Although it wasn’t always the easiest journey, the girls gave their very best and became catalysts for change. When my contract ended, the students poured out their love, and they will always have a special place in my heart. A few girls came to me and said: “We never thought we could pursue sports seriously. We never had anyone to look up to. But now we have you — someone we know — and we’ll always look forward to what you do next.” Those words meant everything to me.

Later, I pursued my MSc in Sport Management, Politics, and International Development at Loughborough University. After graduating, I applied for many roles —facing multiple rejections.

Then, a few months ago, I was selected as an Equal Game Ambassador for the Leicestershire & Rutland County FA. I even got to attend my training workshop at Wembley Stadium. For someone who once only dreamed of visiting Wembley, being there multiple times as part of my job felt surreal.

As an Equal Game Ambassador, I work to increase and retain female participation in football clubs. I still remember my employer, Megan Connolly, telling me during my interview that my enthusiasm really stood out. She continues to help bring out my potential and supports my growth.

I’ve seen many talented girls drop out after marriage or due to societal expectations — like the idea that “women should focus on family.” These barriers may seem exaggerated to some, but for those who’ve lived them, they are very real. It may apply not only for sports, but for other fields also.

Now, to have people from my community, school, and network say, “We know someone working at the FA” — that’s rare. That’s change. So here I am. Definitely a lot more to go in sports and football.

At 23 years old, with immense gratitude for the support I received and the challenges I overcame, I want to offer this message: Things are going to be fine. To anyone who needs a little moral support — especially young women trying to find their path in football or sport — this story is for you.